Quitted smoking

Athena was very persistent on making me going to sleep every night. It was both erotic and boring at the same time. What could be more boring than sleeping? Nothing kinky about it. But when forced upon me, it felt very kinky. Sometimes I wanted to talk. Or to beg released from chastity. Or just to scratch an itch. But I wasn’t able to do anything, not too different from being gaged and bound. Every three or four days Athena would put me under hypnosis and give me a handjob. I would appear comatose, no sound nor movement. Athena would wipe me clean and go to sleep after. I didn’t know what was the appeal. I was alert and aware of what was going on the whole time under hypnosis, but incapable of doing anything. During the day time, I mentioned to Athena she didn’t have to give me handjobs at all. Or she could wait for longer intervals. That fell on deaf ears. So after a few weeks chastity became boring. I was getting orgasms about every three days. Usually sooner. I wanted longer periods of chastity, but Athena just did whatever she wanted and ignored me. Therefore, I came up with the idea of using chastity to help me quit smoking. Athena always wanted me to quit smoking. I said that she could talk directly to my unconscious to find out if I smoked, and then hand out punishment/reward. I read cautions against using hypnosis for therapy by non-professionals. I figured that I’m using chastity, not hypnosis, so it should be safe. We spent the first few days making sure that my unconscious could not lie to Athena. Luckily it turned out to be true. Then one evening Athena really took her time putting me under hypnosis. I was under deeply. Athena: You may move freely. Talk to me. Did you smoke today? I opened my eyes and moved around a little bit. I didn’t feel any different. Then I sat down. I knew I was under hypnosis only because the long induction and no counting up waking sequence yet. Otherwise I felt normal. Then I answered “Yes. Only one cigarette.” Athena: One week without orgasm. Me: Cool. I wish you would be more in charge of me like that. Can you act angrily? Athena: Oh, that’ll be fun. Ok, here it goes, I’m going to pretend angry. Watch me, I’m really angry now. If you smoke again, it will be 30 days of chastity. I didn’t know it, but under hypnosis without my conscious self’s presence, my analytical facility was gone. I could not tell if Athena was actually angry or just pretend, even though she told me she was pretending. It looked real to me and burned an impression deeply in my unconscious. It was truly frightful to me. I slid down from the chair to the floor, buried my head between my knees in a fetal position trembling. I searched my analytical facility in vain, trying to get it to tell me that it was not real, that it was only an act. I barely made it out in a shaky voice, “wake me up now…” Athena had no idea what was going on in my head. But she knew it’d be better not to wake me up right away. “Go to your safe place. Calm.” She spent some time to sooth me before counting up to wake me. That awful frightful feeling lingered for a few seconds and then it became memory. But it was very vivid and intense that I never wanted to experience it again. That was seven months ago as I’m writing this. I haven’t smoked since.

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  1. Frank Dracman

    October 8, 2017 at 2:50pm

    I vaguely recall a story I read quite some time ago where the hypnodomme did something very similar, in regards to having the the sub be completely immobilized during sex. After a while, she also made the sub unable to feel what was happening, although his body would still react to the stimulus. She realized this allowed her to reward the subconscious of the sub with an orgasm, while denying one to the consciousness of the sub, which more firmly established her control over the sub-conscious.
    I have no idea whether that would actually work in the real world.

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  2. Frank Dracman

    October 8, 2017 at 2:50pm

    I tried to find the story. I had it saved but that was about 3 hard drive crashes ago. I think I got if off one of the old BBS type sites, so it might not be out there. One other thing I recall about the story was a couple ways the domme described the interactions. One was that the conscious was the tenant, the subconscious was the property manager, and the domme was the landlord. The landlord made the rules and the property manger enforced them. Another way was that the body was the hardware, the subconscious was the operating system, the conscious was the application and the domme was the Sys Admin. The Sys Admin tweaked the OS to "optimize" and restrict the performance of the application.

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  3. Her Subject

    October 8, 2017 at 2:50pm

    Interesting. I don’t think we’ve achieved that but it sounds possible.

    We have tried to have Athena rewarding my unconscious. It’s much simpler than what you described. A simple sentence like “Unconscious, you are so happy I’m talking to you because no one else does,” “unconscious, only I know you are really in control of this body,” or something similar would have powerful effect. My conscious self does not think much of anything of that sentence, but the bond between my unconscious and Athena would strengthen.

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